Saturday, July 19, 2008
Oh well, the week ended in utter disappointment. I have not lost hope, however trying this week have been. I look forward to new possibilities and one can only face so many disappointments and not have that one shiny, sparkling trophy to commemorate victory. I hope to win this week, even though the odds are VERY slim. I might end up with nothing, and once again, panic is surging about the uncertainty. I try my very best not to blame anyone because it's my life and it's about time I own up to everything I do and did. Don't we all deserve some sort of consolation prize?